Sadness mixed with a wish

Nothin' s working out between us---->I'm sad
If the same way it happens,
I'm gonna be mad
This is really very bad
I'll be left with only the few memories 2gether we had

There's not a day I've not gone to pashupatinath
to make a wish to Mr. Bholenath
the only wish for ur company as a friend
a friend of whole life till my end

To make this wish come true,
I must make a way to you
Nothing more I can do
Still I'm searching you.. inside crowd's mist and dew
And yet I have hope------->a few

Just 4 u

When the periods are passing away
u come in  my mind everyday
I feel the warmth of the sun's ray
There's nothin' 2 u I can say
Only for u I always pray
No matter what is the day
ur heart is as soft as clay
with ur imaginations I always play

But inspite os all these thing,
between us will work out nothing
unless about this we do something

emotionally transparent we both need to be
this is for you my only plea

plz don't let me be unknown
to ur hidden worries and problems
or into the sea of false dreams
i shall forever be drown

Under the name of all gods I swear
Entire my life I'll give u my care

I'm still thinking of you

Still lost in your thoughts I always am
Still is my body but heart never calm
beats up like a drum when u arrive
and into ur imaginations i always drive

Pretty are my thoughts and imaginations
with u begins my every creations
my words for ur sake try 2 be beautiful
as u r here, my heart is always full

no matter how beautiful my thoughts are
and the passion in me shining like a star
they'll die not only for a day
& i hope we'll be unseperated someday

I must do somethin' right now
everythin' will work out again....but how?
Oh Jesus,Allah, Krishna.....plz help me
Coz there's no way i can see

My Weekend of loneliness

Boarin' r the days & lonely the night                                                                                                        
without u, my heart says nothin' is right

This soft wind makes the evening cool
but standing alone I look like a fool

Trying to study, I always do
but your memory I want to go through

Plenty of thoughts and imaginations a few
that is full of only you and you

At night into the sky i always stare
as if you will come down like a shotting star
though from me you are very far
ur thoughts will always be sweeter than a candy bar

U2 HIDDEN LOVE

Even you being from me so near
"The Silence" between us I can't bear
Though our eyes meet and lips smile
Our voice hardly breaks even for a while

Either I' m in canteen,lobby or upstair
About you is what i care
Even from you when I'm away
my eyes keep searchin' you all the way

Getting away from you, I feel making a mistake
But there is no risk I want to take
Good relation with you I must make
Says my heart its for your own sake

I hardly ever speak to you I know
Open are my emotions though
My nervousness is alive just so
& beats my heart to and fro

Yet, you still don't hate me..i believe
And there is a promise I wanna keep
Never in a problem  will I leave you alone
and will fight for you in an enthusiastic  tone

Plunging Into Romance

Whenever our eyes meet
I feel myself going deep
Deep inside your eyes
Forgetting all my pains and cries

Hey, What's happenning?---> I don't know
I enjoy this moment is all I know
And i wish time not to make us seperate
But not in my control is this crazy fate

And it happens the same way
almost everytime and every day
sunday,monday,tuesday,......or friday
This seperation between us I hate
No matter what is the date
You will always remain in my heart I bet
This is the most romantic poem I ever create

My Romantic Form

I tried writing this a number of times

Yet I don't know the correct rhymes

If you are there to hear                                                                   

This is what I want to share

Like always my heart is bare

Until & Unless u come near                                  
"About you" is all I care

& to share my feelings I don't dare

With an attempt to understand my love

 I flew around myself like a dove
 And yet still being so close to you
 Why the heck do I remain away from you

I spoke nothing my heart said
+ the devil time will make it too late

 Unless I kill my nervousness & destroy my fear

 To make u my feelings clear